Exactly an year ago from now, I was literally praying every day that I should get some time for myself. A Day when I can just sit idle , enjoy a good weather, read my fav novel, spend time with A, go on a long drive and have loads of fun with friends.
My wish was granted sooner but unfortunately I am not really excited about it now… What ever I wished for is good, great,but only when u do it once in a while.
Being idle is really tough i say.Since the time,I took break from work, i had been more inactive than ever. I cannot recollect the time when i was so idle. It is like i have all the time in the world and have no clue what i want to do. When i was working i always felt 24 hours wasn’t enough in a day.
I am trying few things to keep me busy but nothing seem to do the wonder.
How about blogging actively? Believe it or not, there were numerous occasions when I knew exactly what i wanted to blog that day, i had the exact words in my mind. Everytime i open my laptop and try to jot them down, I just go blank. It is like my thoughts were already heard and i had nothing to say.
How about mastering the art of cooking? I am trying my hands on cooking. It is going great indeed. As you know, I can’t stand in the kitchen all day everyday. I keep looking for a change.
Obvious, update yourself on the technology you worked on.. I always wished I had time for it.. How about it now? The funniest thing about any technology is, it outgrows you all the time. By the time you understand version 7.5 , they have released version 7.9. It’s so boring learning it all alone by yourself. I always had fun learning it with my collegues with an hands on experience. Now that I have no one to talk to about the new things I am learning, I really find it not so interesting. On top of it, it makes me wonder if I really want to continue on this technology and or do something different? A major dilemma….ahh.
I did try few more things like arts and crafts etc, miserably nothing seems interesting after a few days…….
I think by the time I find things to keep myself occupied, it would be time for me to join the corporate race 
. Hopefully….I wish
P.S: Once i get back to work, i would be wishing for this idle time…. hehehe
